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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

Subject:my new journal
Time:1:47 am.
i had a ton of friends on this journal and for some reason not many people added my new one when i made it somewhat back in the day.

i update it (semi) reguarly, and i'm working on doing it more often.







add me, and comment on me letting me know you added me, and i'll add you back.
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005

Subject:new journal.
Time:4:16 pm.
i'm back and with a new journal. for the time being, i think it'll be friends only. that will probably change, but whatever. go to the link and comment, and i'll add you.


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Monday, May 9th, 2005

Subject:Another year...
Time:2:41 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Given how I never update my livejournal anymore, and I update even less when I'm at home than when I'm at school, I figured now would be a good time to kind of wrap up the school year. I should continue studying for my bio final, like I've been doing for the last hour, but whatever. Once the test is over I'll be 3 days and 2 tests away from going home for the summer, so I'd like to take this time to speak my mind about the year that was.

Before I get into why I'm really writing this, I just want to quickly talk about my good friends in a band called JUST SURRENDER (http://www.justsurrender.net). These guys, who I'm sure many of you have heard me go on and on about, were formerly known as A SECOND CHANCE. Well, they recently signed to Broken English Records. Their debut full-length album will be in stores in July. And they just shot a music video yesterday, which myself, John Briggs, Chris Arena, Nick Stark, and Chino Stark had the pleasure of attending the shoot yesterday and being in the video. These guys are 4 of the nicest and most hardworking guys I've ever come across. I truly hope that when their album drops, that they get all the success they deserve. Remember that name folks: JUST SURRENDER.

Alright, so here's an idea I had. I'm going to compile three lists. Because a lot of you will moan and groan that its too long, I'm going to put the first list here on the main page, and then the second two lists behind an lj-cut so you won't whine. If you feel like reading them, feel free.

Things I Will NOT Miss About Marist College This Summer
Waking up in Gregory House.
Sleeping in Gregory House.
Showering in Gregory House.
Gregory House.
John and Chris' "wake-up calls".
Swiping in to my place of residence.
School in general.
Waking up early.
Eating shitty cafeteria food.
Being far away from Tiffanie.
The drunk assholes in Gregory House waking me up at 3AM.
The drunk assholes in Gregory House banging on the wall.
The smell of Gregory House.
The smell of Dave.

and the lists go on...Collapse )
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Subject:i'll be your friend in hell
Time:11:26 am.
fun times

1. Your real name: Scott Robert Wagner
2. Friends call you: Scott, Bones
3. What your boy/girlfriend calls you: several things
4. What name would you rather have?: I've come to terms
5. What are the ugliest names you can think of?: Tripp!
6. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: "Mended" by Better Off...ooooo I'm a legend
7. What would you name your kids?: Benjamin Robert Wagner. WORD.
8. What would you name a ship if you built one?: SS Malone. After Karl. Not me.
9. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: It depends what it's about now, doesn't it?

Have you ever...

10. Thrown up in public?: no
11. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: probably
12. Had a rip in your pants that you didn't know about?: no I don't think so
13. Tripped while checking someone out?: no
14. Had to pay for something you broke?: no
15. Nearly drowned?: no
16. Passed out?: yeah during my ink cause I'm a pussy
17. Had a crush on someone?: yes
18. Been stuck in the rain?: yes
19. Caught people having sex?: hahaha not caught but crept up on...right Dubbs hahahaha
20. Fallen asleep while driving?: no that's what Nick Stark does
21. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
22. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: no
23. Made a wish that came true?: mmm probably at least once

Complete the Sentence

24. I once had a dream: that caramel spewed out of my brother's head. It was horrifying.
25. I'm only racist towards: Beena. But its only jokingly. But he doesn't think it is.
26. I don't even know why I'm: so rad.
27. I'd give anything to have sex with: a cantaloupe.
28. Nothing sucks more than having to: go to class? I do not know.
29. If I had six bucks, I'd buy: something from Taco Bell.
30. It's hot. I should take off my: pants.
31. It's always more fun if you: are naked.
32. You can't eat steak without: cancer.

What would you do if...

33. A dirty old man at the airport slapped your ass?: take him to the bathroom for a good time.
34. Somebody was about to steal your car?: cut him.
35. You woke up with a billion spiders crawling all over you?: light myself on fire
36. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: laugh. hysterically.
37. You kiss someone and then you find out they have oral herpes?: I already have oral herpes so I wouldn't care.
38. You had three wishes?: Taco Bell. Ice cream. Strife.
39. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be legalized?: bagels.
40. Britney Spears came to your door and asked for jumper cables?: I'd tell her I don't have any. I'm not gonna lie to the bitch.
41. You had a time machine?: I'd sell it. Straight cash, homey.
42. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: Arena Gone Wild

Would you rather...

43. Find the cure for cancer or the cure for AIDS?: cancer. cause AIDS is just so damn funny.
44. Have the power to fly or the power to teleport?: fly
45. Have the power to see the future or the power to record your dreams?: dreams
46. Be really skinny or really fat?: I already am really skinny...how disappointing
47. Lost in a forest or stuck in a box?: forest cause I could use my slick Eagle Scout skills to get out
48. Be in a drama movie or a comedy?: comedy
49. Be in a hip-hop video or a rock video?: hip-hop
50. Have your birthday on Christmas Day or February 29th?: Christmas would suck but my sisters birthday is Feb. 29 and I don't want to rain on her parade cause I'm nice. So I'll keep my birthday.
51. Live in the sewer or Afghanistan?: South Korea
52. Be in a mental institution or a penitentiary?: Pen. Cause I could make people my bitch. And get ghetto tattoos done with pens and heroin needles.
53. Snow board or hang glide?: snowboard
54. Be a ninja or a pirate?: ninja. straight fucking up. no contest.

What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following?

55. Courage: Malaysia
56. Driver: gorilla
57. Yoga: tornado
58. Bakery: Injun
59. Roach: parentheses
60. Mushroom: hippo
61. Sprung: umbrella
62. Exotic: lice
63. Pythagorean: icicles


64. What is your definition of love?: Titta Bell.
65. Three words to describe you: traffic. flashlight. margarine.
66. What is a secret that no one knows about you?: I'm not really a horse...I'm a broom.
67. Who is your worst enemy?: Been
68. Who is the last person you kissed?: Titta
Comments: spill your heart.

Thursday, April 21st, 2005

Time:10:31 pm.




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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005

Time:11:20 am.
i'm sick. and i'm probably gonna die.

we're living in upper west cedar next year, v5. steve, chris, the RA, and me. could be better, could be much, much worse.

back to my death bed now.

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Sunday, April 17th, 2005

Subject:survey time
Time:11:39 pm.
[ ]I've consumed alcohol.
[ ]I've run away from home. I drove away a lot.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[X] I am for Bush.
[x] I listen to political music. (little x...somewhat)
[ ] I collect comic books.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I love Disney Movies. Only the older ones.
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs. Unless it's an accident.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[X] I bake well.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[X] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[X] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish. When I want to be.
[ ] I see a therapist
[X] I love white chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[X] I play video games.
[ ] I'm single and damn happy about it!
[X] I'm in a relationship
[ ] Gotten lost in your city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've had a serious surgery.
[X] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] Hugged a stranger
[ ]Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested
[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[X] Swore at your parents
[X] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] Been close to love.
[ ] Been to a casino.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[Z] Broken a bone.
[X] Skipped school.
[X] Flashed someone.
[X] Saw a therapist
[X] Played spin the bottle.
[X] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] Bitten someone.
[X] Been to Niagara Falls.
[X] Gotten the chicken pox.
[X] Crashed into a friend's car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[X] Lied to a friend.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[ ] Had children.
[ ] Saw someone dying.
[ ] Been to Africa.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[X] Been to Canada.
[ ] Been to Mexico.
[X] Been on a plane.
[X] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[X] Eaten Sushi.
[X] Been snowboarding.
[X] Been Skiing.
[X] Met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] Been to a motocross show.
[ ] Lost a child.
[X] Gone to college
[ ] Graduated college.
[ ] Done hard drugs.
[X] Taken painkillers.
[ ] Had someone cheat on you.

That was really not fun.
Comments: spill your heart.

Monday, April 11th, 2005

Time:1:12 am.
dear new york state police,

fuck you. you're so clever with your smart-ass comments and your talking down to me.

i hate you.


ps - lick my nuts.
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005

Subject:i see the world in a swirl of hues...
Time:12:47 am.
so not much is new. I've decided I officially hate my roommate, Dave. he is a fucking drunk driving idiot and he has less of a future than I do. fuck him. everyone say fuck Dave!

here's a thing:

A - Age you got your first kiss (lips): haha I was so old...like 15 lol

B - Band you're listening to: Armor For Sleep

C - Crush: Titta

D - Dad's name: Johnny Dubbs

E - Easiest person to talk to: Titta

F - Favorite band at the moment?: Gatsbys American Dream

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms

H - Hometown: North Smithfield

I - Instruments: bass, guitar, drums, and various percussive instruments

J - Joints smoked: 0 bitches

K - Kids : no thank you...not yet

L - Longest car ride ever: probably from Denver, CO to Philmont in NM

M - Mom's name: Diane

N - Nicknames: BONES JONES

O - One wish: money!

P - Phobia[s]: lighting

Q - Quote: shut up

R - Reason to smile: Titta!

S - Song you sang last: haha dont laugh: "Theatre" - Gatsbys American Dream

T - Time you woke up: 12:30

U - Unknown fact about me: I secretly do a ton of coke

V - Vegetable you hate: TOMATOES

W - Worst habit(s): procrastinating/not caring

X - X-rays you've had: too many to count

Y - Yummy food: manicotti!

Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo
Comments: 3 - spill your heart.

Saturday, April 2nd, 2005

Time:1:43 am.
Gatsbys American Dream is the most amazing band. Ever.

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Friday, March 25th, 2005

Time:11:48 pm.
Mood: tired.
vacation is almost over.

went to a superduper show this evening. i am the pilot is a new band out of po-town and they're pretty tight stuff. check em out. a second chance was the best i've ever seen them. plus seeing those guys is always splendid. sherwood, besides being the most flamboyant live band i've ever seen, was really tight and their new stuff sounded great. and lastly, this providence did not disappoint at all. great times. giza is a cool club, also.

nick stark and i shall bring in the rock this summer. watch out now. if you play guitar or drums, let me know and we can make lovely sounds come out of amplifiers.

i've had a cold this entire break. go me.

i got some new clothes. they're semi-preppyish but its ok cause i'm an allstar.

back to school on monday. boo on that shit.

i have officially become a livejournal boring-as-hell poster. i'll try to remedy this soon. if i don't, i don't really care.

goodnight, moon.
Comments: 1 - spill your heart.

Sunday, March 20th, 2005

Time:6:21 pm.
i'm sick. leave me messages of sympathy.
Comments: 2 - spill your heart.

Saturday, March 12th, 2005

Time:4:06 pm.
I watched Big Fish for the first time last night. It was good. You should watch it. I, Robot was good too.

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Sunday, February 27th, 2005

Subject:I am now, officially, so edge it hurts.
Time:10:20 pm.
Mood: tired.
I finally got my ass a tattoo.

Anyone who knows me moderately well knows that I've basically wanted a tattoo since I was 16, but could never come up with an idea that seemed like it was something I wanted for life, and my fear of needles didn't help much either.

The one idea that always came back to me was something symbolizing straightedge. I know I'm not a huge fan of the label but it gives me a form of identity, and I am extremely proud of my values so I know that, as the one permanent in my life, straightedge was what I wanted to permanently put on my body.

I went into the Art Room to see Chris. He's who did Nick's work and Tiff's. I gave him this basic idea which I thought was humorous because it was not only straightedge but it had another important element of my life: Bones.

I told him to be creative with it, add some sort of shading the the bones or whatever. So he told me to come back the next day and we'd do the work.

Me and Tiff went in and I was nervous as hell, I had no idea what to expect. I came in and he showed me his sketch which looked a little confusing. He basically said there was going to be some shading and additional sillhouetted X's. I trusted his judgement, so we went for it. I told him I wanted it on my inner bicep, so he laid it out and we got down to business.

I asked him if the spot I chose would be painful - and he said, "I'm not going to lie to you, yes, it will be very painful." So this made me nervous. Finally he touched the gun to my skin, and honestly, it wasn't that bad. I can't really say that it hurt, but it was annoying. It sucked. About 5-10 minutes into the work I started to feel dizzy. I felt my head falling down, but then I picked it right back up. Almost like I nodded off to sleep for a second but then caught myself.

Nope. I PASSED OUT. I was confused cause when I looked up Chris had smelling salts under my nose and Tiff was on the floor with a wet towel on my neck. I thought I was only out for a second but they told me I was out for over a minute. I was a little embarassed but Chris said it actually happens a lot, just cause the sensation is so unsual. He gave me a soda and said getting some sugar in my blood would help. He told me I should be fine so we got back to work, and he was right. I was fine. Like I said, it didn't hurt, it was just shitty. So he finished after about an hour and 45 minutes, and I was just blown away. It was not what I expected, but I love it.

Chris wants me to come back in in a couple weeks to touch up the shading, and put some white and grey in the 3 main bones. We also talked about maybe doing something around the whole design to make it look like torn skin. Who knows. But I love it. That's my story.
Comments: 4 - spill your heart.

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005

Time:10:11 pm.
you kill me
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005

Subject:fuck this shit
Time:9:08 pm.
Mood: sad.
i wanted to hold off on making this post for as long as possible but here we go...

most of you probably heard that blink 182 is on an "indefinite hiatus" but as far as i'm concerned this means they broke up, and they probably won't be back. i don't care if you're a hardcore tough guy or still a teenybopper bitch, blink 182 means something to you whether you know it or not. i'll never forget the day i bought dude ranch. my cd collection consisted of like korn and limp bizkit and shit and then i heard dude ranch and it changed my life. almost all of the music i listen to today was influenced in one way or another by this amazing band. yes they are simple and cheesy at times but they were great at what they do.

i'm really upset by this news. i wasn't a huge fan of the last 2 records but still...to me, blink and green day were the 2 permanents in a scene that was and is constantly evolving. i hope its not the end but it probably is.

i can't wait to see how many "blink isn't even good get over it" comments i get. oh well, fuck you.
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Subject:i'd burn alive to keep you warm
Time:2:04 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
new icon. rock and roll.

so this weekend was insane. on friday, john and chris left cause they had their own things to attend to this weekend. i called it an early night. on saturday, adam jared young showed up. it was amazing. we hung out for a little bit...JR came over and we watched some television. then adam and i went to mcdonalds. john briggs finally returned and the three of us hung out until we had to pick up mr. chris arena at the train station. on the way back, steve called us. we knew he was a little tipsy from before, and he said something about splitting his head open. so we got back to marist and sure enough, he did. so we brought him to st. francis and he had to get 14 stitches. go steve.

on sunday we went to the galleria for a bit and shopped around. ate taco bell, came back to marist college, and went to the DANE COOK show.

seriously...the man is incredible. i remember like junior or senior year of high school when all nick, dubbs, and i would do is drive around listening to that shit. so he was hillarious. he only used one old joke (a TIRE....hit her in the FACE!) and other than that it was all new material, with a couple references to old jokes. he said he's got a new CD coming out soon...should be rad.

other than that, things are pretty standard. i want to get a tattoo soon.

don't drink and drive. idiots.
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005

Subject:What do you see when you look at me?
Time:10:51 pm.
Mood: complacent.
I never update this motherfucker anymore, do I? My life is boring, that's why.

I comment on just about all of you assholes' livejournals. Comment on mine. I have a spiked bat and I am not afraid to use it.

Arena, Steve Tannberg, and I are going to live in Talmadge next year. I've come to terms with it. I've accepted it. Steve and Arena aren't ok with it yet. I don't really know why. I mean, as far as I'm concerned, living in Talmadge basically means I can drink scotch and do heroin every day and not get in trouble for it. Instant party. I mean I guess its my own fault for being a fuck with only 17 priority points, but its also Arena and Steve's faults for being friends with a fuck with only 17 priority points.

Poop cuts himself. It's unfortunate.

Last night I went to see The Starting Line at the Chance with John and Chris and Steve. I did not have extremely high expectations because I've always just been a small fan of TSL, not too huge on them. The last time I saw them was probably 3 years ago at Warped and they were sloppy. But they were really tight last night, and I was impressed.

Kenny from The Starting Line is the perfect example of guys getting chicks only because they're in bands. Because seriously, he's one of the ugliest men I have ever seen. If he wasn't a rock star, nobody would want that dude. And their guitarist is a fat fat prick. Their other guitarist and drummer are cute, but it doesn't cancel out Kenny and Fatty's ugliness.

Further Seems Forever almost took over the crown of worst live band I've ever seen last night. But Senses Fail still holds the title. It was close though. Real close.

The lead singer of Days Away smoked a joint with the strange-looking sound man.

Arena and John are going home this weekend. That makes me sad. But Adam Jared Young is coming. That's quite lovely. Dane Cook on Sunday. That dude's got jokes.

I'm going home next weekend. Thumbs up for that.

I'm out of this piece. Comment or I will fucking destroy you and all of your loved ones.

Comments: 10 - spill your heart.

Thursday, February 10th, 2005

Subject:Snap into a Slim Jim! OHHHH YEAH!
Time:12:33 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Today I was in the shower and for some reason I started thinking about the summer...yeah that's weird I know. But anyway I was thinking about the people I hung out with this summer...the little group that kind of formed by accident...myself, Nick Stark, Chino, Dubbs, Jeff Mosh, Loafy, Kevin, Kristie, and Elise. And occasionally some other people thrown into the mix. It was such a good time this summer...I remember just knowing that every night I'd end up at Mosh's house and we'd probably do nothing but it would still be fun. And during the days, Nick, Dubbs, Chino, Loafy, and I would hang out like it was nobody's business. Dunno...just got a little nostalgic there. I think my big point is that chances are, that group I talked about before will probably never be hanging out, all together, as an exclusive "group" ever again. I don't see the 9 of us ever deciding to hang out or anything like that. I dunno. It's kind of sad.

That's all for now. I have to go meet with my academic advisor cause I'm a screwup.

Lots of good new music. Listen to it. Or I'll cut you.
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Friday, February 4th, 2005

Subject:I had to...sorry
Time:11:47 am.
Yeah this is like the iPod thing but ten times better. Ignore it if you don't care or think its bogus, but it supposedly works...and what do you have to lose?


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